Do you know how weird and pointless DeviantArt is though?
Like, I used to be really into this shit, but I've fallen out of it. It's not the unpredictability that's driving me away, I don't care about having to dig through insanely dumb and shitty art to find stuff to add to my Favorites. Heck, I can put up with the mountains of mind-numbingly stupid OCs and memes. I dunno, it's just that the whole community here for the most part is full of douchebags. I'm in favor of Tumblr, to be honest, there's plenty of great art there and less assholes.
I'm not done. I'll be gone though, like I have been, for a while.
Nobody really expects anything of me here, I have nothing to manage or sustain, which is probably good for me. I'm able to log on and off at random, everything is fine, I'm fine. I'm very okay right now. Very okay. There's a lot on my mind.
I feel as if I should be able to put a pause on my life for a while, maybe get some time to think before I do things. I can't, obviously. Things don't work that way. It's like I'm supposed to be able to do these things, but something is broken, like I used to be able to just exit for a while even though I know I never could, and it feels unfair. The type of "unfairness" you feel when you used to be able to do something you can no longer do, and that's unbelievably wrong.
This isn't even my old bullshit "poetry", since when did saying how you felt seem so overdramatic?